The Bee's Knees

Best Ever.

2012-01-28T00:30:00.000-06:00

You know that scene in "Julie and Julia," when Julie has had a bad day and it cuts to her toasting bread in a butter-filled skillet while chopping up tomatoes? And then they eat it and love it.

Ever since I watched that scene, I have had an insatiable craving for Bruschetta. And I would always order it at restaurants, only to be less-than-satisfied. But then, the Pioneer Woman was an angel. And she posted a recipe for homemade Bruschetta on her website. And I died a little.

I didn't photograph the process because it's really quite basic. You mix the tomatoes, basil, balsamic vinegar, and sauteed garlic together. Let the flavors mingle with each other for about an hour or two. Then toast your bread in a pan of butter (this is not the most health-conscious meal, but definitely the most taste-conscious). You pile the mixture on top and just devour it. I ate way too much and ended up getting a stomach ache afterward. But I regret nothing.

The Obligation Monster

2012-01-24T23:43:00.000-06:00

Have you noticed that most of the photos I post nowadays are from Instagram? That's because I never pick up my camera anymore. Ever.

I gave it a whirl and I ended up loathing it. A while back, I decided to turn my love of photography into a business. I absolutely loved bringing people joy by photographing them and their families. But I realized last week that ever since I started taking photos to make a little money, I rarely touch my camera for any other reason. And that realization left me with so much sadness. I remember not being able to wait to take my camera places so I could find beautiful scenes and moments to capture. And now I feel the opposite. I feel like it's an obligation and a job. And I can't let that happen. So I have decided to stop doing photo shoots, indefinitely. I miss loving photography. And while it was a pretty good idea for a business, it just wasn't for me.

This photo was taken the day I bought my Canon. Man, I had butterflies that day. I'm gonna get that back.

(the title references busybee lauren)

What's Been Up, Buttercup?

2012-01-19T00:00:00.000-06:00

I got this cute little cactus family. It's at my parents' house right now because the light in their home is so much better than in my apartment. I can't wait to move (next month) and reunite. :)

I've been working out on a regular basis for about three months now (and eating healthier). And I'm feeling great.

I hadn't bought new shoes in a long time and decided to treat myself over the weekend. It was love at first sight. Wait, just kidding. It was... infatuation at first sight. I'm trying this new thing where I recognize that love is for people, not things. I think making the distinction will be quite beneficial (the idea came from the latest edition of REAL SIMPLE magazine).

Saint Louis

2012-01-18T21:46:00.000-06:00

Last week, I took a whirlwind of a trip to St. Louis for the wedding of my best friend and former roommate, Amelia. Turns out I was the photographer as well as the hair and makeup artist. It was busy, but everything fell into place perfectly and the ceremony (at the Botanical Gardens) was beautiful. It snowed the night before, which made for a blizzard-cold walk to the building, but a gorgeous backdrop to the wedding itself. Once I'm finished editing the actual photos of the trip, I will post a few for your viewing pleasure.

The view from our hotel suite was unforgettable; the Arch was in our backyard! The night before the wedding, we gave the bride-to-be a spa experience complete with a mud mask and foot massage while we, the friends, played silly games with chocolate on our foreheads (bottom right). Over the next 24 hours, we had rehearsals and fondue parties (topped off with multiple games of pool). It was so much fun meeting so many new friends and seeing Amelia so happy! Congratulations, girl!

Before driving home, I just had to stop by the big city mall and visit none other than Anthropologie (along with a few other stores that we Springfieldians are still being deprived of). When I walked in, they had huge canvases lined against the walls as artists painted and drew. It was so fun to watch! I managed to make it home with a few treasures from the store, such as these Penguin book-cover postcards. I love looking through them and seeing so many familiar and unfamiliar titles that have been released through the decades!

Update via Instagram

2012-01-11T10:30:00.000-06:00

1. One of my all-time favorite snacks!
2. Honeycombs- Cutest breakfast cereal ever?
3. Remember that ONE week that Target carried the amazing brand "Liberty for London" and then suddenly stopped? That week sucked. Hence my excitement when I found this L.F.L cookie jar at an antique mall last month for half the retail price! Score.
4. Wonderful and cute and so considerate! (This isn't some clever way of telling you I'm pregnant. I am definitely not pregnant. Sorry!)
5. Yummy chocolate bars with even yummier packaging.
6. I totally found this book on the "Top Craft Books" shelf at Barnes and Noble the other night. I could not stop giggling. I mean... really?

Coziness in a Cup

2012-01-10T11:00:00.000-06:00

One day, while perusing the Pioneer Woman's website, I stumbled upon her cooking post on making homemade hot chocolate. I instantly ran to the store and looked for Nestle's Abuelita to make Mexican hot chocolate. I had never heard of this stuff before and, boy, am I glad PW introduced me. It is SO delicious!

Get your (equal parts) milk and half-and-half in a saucepan and start warming it up (keep it low, burnt milk is icky!).

Grab a couple of cinnamon sticks and throw 'em in.

Then, grab one disk (or however much you're making) of Abuelita chocolate and drop it in. Stir it around for a while, watching the chocolate/cinnamon/sugar goodness melt away into the liquid.

Add a dollop of whipped cream (if you fancy such) and drink up.

For normal hot chocolate, she combines the milk and half-and-half with a bunch of semi-sweet chocolate chips and a little sugar. I don't know if I will ever prefer packaged cocoa mix again over this homemade recipe. It's so simple and so yummy.

(I also tried the raspberry hot chocolate and highly recommend!)

It's the Little Things

2012-01-10T00:12:00.000-06:00

Masen came over to my place last week and I am quite void of any fascinating toys that a little boy would love. However, never doubt a child's ability to find something to play with, no matter how empty the room! I left for a few minutes and when I came back, he had already found my stash of marbles, my game of Boggle, and a zip-lock baggy full of dice that had been stuffed into the back of a bookshelf. My favorite part? He played with each individually instead of all at once. And he really looked at the small little items on the floor before putting them away.

A New Year's Bonfire

2012-01-03T12:43:00.000-06:00

Last weekend, to celebrate the new year, I went to a bonfire and spent some much-needed time with friends! And, I admit, it was the first time I have ever played the Kinect! My arms were killing me for the next two days, as a result of my "mad skills" at Fruit Ninja.

What's your favorite game on the Kinect or Nintendo Wii??

A Slightly Disjointed Post About the New Year

2011-12-31T10:00:00.000-06:00

Sometimes in life, there's a point in time when everything stops and you think to yourself, "I want to remember this exact moment years from now. How I'm feeling, what I'm going through, everything." Sometimes you do it because that moment in your life is worth remembering. Other times, you do it just for kicks, to see if it's possible. Unfortunately, for me, it rarely works.

But every so often, without any planning or preparation, almost like deja vu, but not quite there yet, you do remember. And you're taken back to a specific point in your life, to a specific purposefully-developed thought. Welcome to my December.

Who else is ready for 2011 to be over with and finished? I lived it well and I'm not saying it was a horrible year for the books, but it certainly wasn't my favorite. And I knew that would happen. But not the kind of "knew that would happen" that basically means you made it turn out that way. I remember thinking, one year ago (along with the question of whether I would remember the instant I made the thought), that the upcoming year was going to be hard because it was going to involve a lot of changes. And when life is hard, it always means you're gonna grow. Not always something you look forward to, but always something you cherish after the fact.

Maybe another reason this year felt a little different is because I turned 25 years old. I didn't cry on my birthday because I think I'm getting "old." I didn't dread falling over into that new category on like, every survey and form you fill out. I am no longer a check mark in the "18-24 years old" box. I loved that box. But my new box will be just as great (and probably greater, but I won't realize that until I make it to the next one, right?). And I'll let you in on a little secret. I count everything in quarters, like the money. It's a quirk. When I'm in the kitchen and I have to double a recipe that calls for 3/4 of a cup of sugar, I just think to myself, "Okay, that means I need six quarters worth of sugar."

So this year, I made it to the end of my first quarter. After I put it into some metaphorical piggy bank, I was given a brand new silver coin. I probably should have written this post in November, but because my birthday falls near the end of the year, I always feel like I don't officially change age until the first of January. And now that 2012 is nearly here, that specific thought in my 24-year old brain feels so far away...

I have hope that the new year will bring great things; for the sake of the world, for the sake of our country, for the sake of my life. Undoubtedly, there will be more surprises waiting around every corner. But I don't feel the same way I did last January. My word for 2011 was "change." And I'm pretty certain my word for 2012 will be "possibility."

And maybe it's a numbers thing, but doesn't "20-12" look and sound and feel so much better than "20-11?" I think that's a good sign.

Love in Black and White

2011-12-30T21:13:00.000-06:00

Some last minute photos from the holiday weekend. Most of these were taken on Christmas day by my brother Adam (seen in last picture)...

Happy New Year's Eve, everyone!

The Warnock Family

2011-12-29T20:04:00.000-06:00

Here are some photos from the family session I shot a couple of weeks ago. This family consists of the cutest parents with their five daughters (and their familes/children). It was so much fun hanging out with these beautiful people all afternoon!

Insta-Christmas

2011-12-27T23:55:00.001-06:00

This Christmas proved to be a little more difficult than most. For certain reasons here and there. But overall, it was a fabulous day filled with so much food and family lovin'. I'll just say this, though... I am so ready for a new year. Can't wait for 2012!

Merry Christmas.

2011-12-24T11:00:00.001-06:00

When people tell me "Happy Holidays," I respond with "Merry Christmas." If I have to explain why, it's because I'm letting them know I believe in Jesus Christ. While I do think it is slightly absurd that this moniker has somehow become politically incorrect (why does the absence of religion in an Atheist's life trump the presence of religion in a Christian's life?), I do love how it now involves a little missionary action. I don't say it to convert anyone, but to spread a little faith around. If someone were to tell me "Happy Hanukkah," I would be delighted to learn of their faith through two simple words. It means they have included me in sharing their beliefs. I don't think it is anything less when a person says, "Merry Christmas."

However, I don't think this phrase should ever be limited to Christians. Besides, no matter how many people try to commercialize the biggest holiday of the year, it will always remain a fact that it is Christmastime and that Christmastime is celebrated in remembrance of Christ's birth (I don't care about the origin of the holiday. This is here and now we're talking about. We all know how it started and it's obviously changed into something completely different. That argument has expired.).

I don't get offended when I hear "Happy Holidays." But I do get irked when people fight to take down nativity scenes and banish songs about Christ from the radio. In my very personal opinion, I think the entire reason why the ever-so addictive "Christmas Spirit" survives is because all around us are hymns about the Savior. I think the reason why people are more giving at this time of year is because people act on the desire to give. I think if you took away the center of the holiday (Christ) and the pleasure of the holiday (giving to others), the meaning of "Christmas Spirit" would change completely. Instead of child-like wonder, compassion, and happiness, it would be nothing but stress and anxiety.

So to all of you wonderful people out there, shout the holiday greeting that best fits your beliefs, whether that be Christian, Jewish, Atheist, Agnostic, etc.

As for me and my house, we will shout, "Merry Christmas!"

"The Waterfall"

2011-12-24T00:30:00.000-06:00

Today was a scarf kind of day (that happens during the wintertime...). Before heading out the door, I looked up one of my favorite videos on Youtube (this is SUCH a girl thing) to see how I wanted my scarf to look (I chose "the waterfall" at time 2:07). If you haven't already seen this scarf-wearing tutorial by Wendy, you gotta check it out. Not only does this open up so many options for an outfit, but she's pretty much the cutest ever!

Also, I don't know if these Cherry Cordial M&M's are seasonal only, but they are de-lish. I was already hooked on the coconut flavor, and now this! Not great for my Holiday eating habits. ;)

A Book and a Cup o' Noodles

2011-12-22T18:03:00.000-06:00

1. A photo taken on a Sunday afternoon. (top and earrings from f21)
2. Yep. That would be my dinner the other night. Eating with chopsticks made me feel better about the decision.
3. Menagerie- A new book that I adore.
4. We got a new Imax theater here in town! Now I don't have to drive down to Branson every time I want to see a movie on the HUGE silver screen. Yay!

Dreaming of a White Christmas

2011-12-20T10:30:00.000-06:00

Oh how I wish it would snow this year for Christmas. It just doesn't feel the same with this weird warmish weather going on! This photo was, unfortunately, taken a few weeks ago and not today. Crossing my fingers for at least a little dusting!

Christmas Land

2011-12-19T20:31:00.000-06:00

My little land of Christmas on my dining table. Instead of buying a small tree (we have an apartment) or creating my own out of books and whatnot, I decided to use the fabulous crane tree that Gabriel made me for my birthday and cover it with jumbo lights. After adding a few of my favorite holiday elements, I think it came together nicely.

How has your Christmas decorating come along this month?

Over the Weekend

2011-12-19T14:13:00.002-06:00

First of all, school is out!! No more finals for this girl and I am so ready for a break. Unfortunately, the Holiday season greeted me with a head cold this weekend. So I was laying on the couch a lot, keeping a box of tissues close by, and drinking a whole lot of this...

Also, I got the cutest post card in the mail from my mom when she visited Texas earlier this month (I'm horrible at checking my mail every day, so I got it a little late).

That's all for this weekend; not much happened. I'm on my way to see Sherlock Holmes 2 tonight, but I would be lying if I said I was more excited about the movie than I am about the previews. The Dark Knight Rises, anyone?!

Silent Night

2011-12-13T00:26:00.000-06:00

Here are some shots I took at the annual Christmas nativity put on by the Church a couple of weeks ago...

For more information on what we believe about this time of year, click here.

Winter Gala

2011-12-08T00:06:00.001-06:00

The LDS ward of young single adults (18-30 years old) here in town held their annual Winter Gala last week and asked if I would come to photograph the event. I may have gotten distracted a few times by my awesome friends, but here are a few of my favorites...

Oh, how I love these people!

What Will December Bring?

2011-12-05T23:20:00.001-06:00

It's been a while. Finals are here and so is the Christmas season. But what exactly have I been up to lately?

Eating better. My diet has completely changed and it revolves around the fact that I am working out at least every other day. I can't remember what made me start up exercising again. Maybe it's the feeling of change in the air (it seems to be all around me). Maybe it was because I found a few photos of myself back in high school on a soccer tournament trip and noticed how frickin' in shape I was. But it happened about three weeks ago and I'm feeling great. After the first week, I stopped wanting junk food as much as I usually do. But don't get me wrong, I still love my chocolate.

Getting ready for Christmas. How cute are my parents? Once their tree is set up next week, I plan on making them recreate this photo, paper chain and everything. As for my tree, I still need to work on that... After finals are finished, I will find some way to make this apartment more festive.

Being with friends and taking their photos. Have I ever mentioned that I have amazing friends in my life? They make me smile and laugh and feel good about myself. And that's all a person could ever really ask for in a friend. More photos from this certain Winter Gala that I shot last week are coming soon!

Breakfast in a Cup

2011-11-30T12:19:00.002-06:00

I found this nifty little trick on Martha Stewart's website (via Pinterest) a while ago...

Bread, half-cooked bacon, and one egg is all you need.

Into the oven for a while and then, viola! Cute little breakfast cups! And they were so yummy.

P.S. When they're finished, the eggs will still look runny, but it's an illusion! They cook all the way through, still looking pretty on top.

[Direct Link to Recipe]

Breaking Dawn: Part 1

2011-11-29T14:00:00.006-06:00

[photos courtesy of bethany moak (bottom)]

A couple of weeks ago, I went to see Breaking Dawn: Part 1 with a few friends. I never blogged about it because I wasn't sure how I felt, so I had no idea what to write. I even went to see it again because maybe the second time would help me make up my mind (and it was half-price night at the movie theater). Not so much; but I did finally come to a conclusion: I didn't mind the movie because I didn't love the book.

A lot of people hated the movie. And I can see why, especially if you are a huge fan of the novel. The movie was chaotic and it felt disjointed. But the last book in the series was my least favorite, by far. It certainly found a way to wrap up the love triangle (albeit in a weird way) and it gave us closure for Bella and Edward living happily ever after. But it felt forced and for some reason, I felt like it was the odd-man-out in the Twilight saga.

With this attitude, the movie wasn't too bad. It was exactly what I expected. There were things I really liked (Iron & Wine playing during the vows, the imprinting scene was done well, the wedding dress was gorgeous, Taylor Lautner's acting improved a little, Bella's human-to-vampire transformation, etc) and there were things I didn't like (the super long wedding kiss, why can't they make Carlisle look good?!, Renesmee's CGI'd face, Jacob's alpha-take-over scene, the weird ending credits, etc).

All in all, I think I enjoyed the first half of the movie a lot more than the second half. But I'm not sure why. This sucks as a movie review, but it's all I've got for this one, folks.

If you've seen it, what did you think?

Thanksgiving

2011-11-28T22:05:00.000-06:00

And now, for Masen & Bella: A Love Story...

I hope everyone had a great holiday weekend! Now for school finals and Christmas decor!

Memories and Blessings.

2011-11-23T23:00:00.000-06:00

It was exactly one year ago from this week and this holiday that I was roaming around Hogsmeade (currently placed in Orlando, FL) with Gabriel as I sipped on butterbeer and glanced at the Hogwart's castle every five seconds to make sure I was really standing in a make-shift world of Harry Potter.

This year, I am going to admit... I'm kind of bummed out that I'm not there again right now, listening to the twinkling notes of Harry Potter music and feeling the theme-park-excitement all around me.

But I am so thankful to be with family. And for the past week, I have been blown away by what amazing friends I have in my life, friends who make me feel so loved and comfy. Smiles, random invitations to movies and whatnot, and big bear hugs. These are all my favorites. You know who you are!

I hope everyone has a fantastic Thanksgiving. And I hope that no matter where you are or what you are going through, you can find a bright light to focus on; a blessing in your life that makes you smile.

Happy Holidays, dear readers!

Spotlights and Slippers

2011-11-22T15:04:00.000-06:00

We have been learning about lighting effects in my photography class lately and I wanted to play around with it at home. I got a few lamps and set them up, experimenting with placement and style. It's amazing how much one light can transform a photo! I used my sock monkey slippers as models for the night. There were champs.

Hitchcock Style

2011-11-20T22:13:00.001-06:00

Every so often, I'll hear an unusually high-pitched mass of sounds outside our apartment. It's crazy how many birds congregate in the park next to us. My favorite part is when they all gather on the grass, chirping at insane volumes, and a child runs toward them; They all take off at once and you can almost feel the rush of wind from their wings.

The Hunger Games

2011-11-16T14:00:00.004-06:00

It's been online for a few days, but I couldn't resist posting the trailer for "The Hunger Games" any longer. I just keep watching it.
And I keep getting more and more excited...

Facts:
- If you haven't read the books, you gotta do it before you see this movie. It's serious stuff.
- 'Movie-Katniss' seems exactly the way I imagined her.
- In the books, I didn't like Gale or Peeta. But after watching the trailer, I think 'movie-Peeta' might be great. I have a good feeling about him.
- The music in this trailer fits perfectly.
- Haymitch's hair makes me giggle.
- I thought choosing Lenny Kravitz to play Cinna was out of nowhere and all wrong. But I think I may be wrong.
- That countdown at the end freaks me out. I seriously just want to jump up and down yelling, "RUN!"
- The last thing you hear, Rue's whistle... Goosebumps. The end.

Insta-Lately

2011-11-16T01:52:00.000-06:00

It's so easy to update you via Instagram photos. I just snap them at any random moment. I hope you don't mind. :)

1. Choosing an outfit.
2. My upstairs neighbor's dog likes to spy on me.
3. Found this while walking through Hobby Lobby. Love the imagination.
4. Luna tastes yummy.
5. Father of the Bride 2... One of my top favorites.
6. Bacon Parmesan Pasta for dinner.

Monday is here.

2011-11-14T13:11:00.001-06:00

This weekend was kinda hard. Lots of storms passing through my heart. Here's to hoping the week goes a little easier.

Pros:
- The new trailer for The Hunger Games premiered today. And it doesn't disappoint!
- Crafts. I have a bunch of holiday projects to work on (including homemade snow globes).
- Breaking Dawn: Part 1. Yep, you better believe that I will be one of those girls waiting in line for hours to watch the movie at midnight. I'm going to be honest, it's more about the feeling of midnight showings than it is about the movie. Okay, AND it's about the movie. ;)
- The Primary program in church yesterday (all children under the age of 12 put on a little program for the whole congregation for an entire hour) was amazing. I'm always impressed by how smart and spiritual little children are!
- Larry Crowne. This is random, but it comes out on video tomorrow. If you haven't seen this movie, you must try it out. I loved it and found Tom Hanks uber-charming as a man trying to jump-start his life by going back to college in 50's.

Cons:
There are no cons today. My weekend was sprinkled with "cons" and I'm tired of them.

Springfield in HDR

2011-11-12T09:00:00.000-06:00

A few photos taken around town for a project dealing with HDR (High Dynamic Range) imaging. Don't they look like drawings?!

Duree Photo Sesh

2011-11-11T09:00:00.000-06:00

I posted my latest photo shoot of the Duree family over on my photography blog. Check it out and let me know what you think!

Worth Watching

2011-11-10T22:33:00.002-06:00

1. Psych

A super-observant guy who works for the police department as a "psychic detective" (who thinks he's fulling everybody) with his best friend Gus. This show has held a special place in my heart for a few years now. We were introduced to the wonderful duo of Shawn & Gus by my brother and his wife. Life has been better ever since. I love the comedy. I love the quirkiness. I love random (this is no secret). And Psych has all of that, without going overboard.

2. New Girl

A peculiar girl who moves in with three guys after a bad break up. Another show full of random quirkiness. I love Zooey Deschanel with her wonderful hair, sing-song voice, and hilarious mannerisms. And funny enough, the first time I saw "Nick" (Jake Johnson) was on the movie "Paper Heart." I really liked him on-screen and was so excited when I saw he was a lead on this show. He and Zooey play off each other so well.

3. Once Upon a Time

A young boy who knows a dark secret about his town "Storybrooke" finds his biological mother and tries to convince her that she is the only hope these people have of realizing they are actually all fairy tale characters under a curse from the evil queen. I love this show. It is whimsical and fantastical and everything falls together nicely. It's creators have "Lost" on their resumes, so expectations are pretty high. I really hope this show does well, because think of all the different characters they can use! (ABC is owned by Walt Disney = free reign!)

4. The Next Iron Chef

A group of accomplished chefs battle out for the title of "Iron Chef of America" on the Food Network Channel. Oh boy, this one is addictive. And this season is full of all-stars, celebrity chefs, and faces that any Food Network fan would recognize instantly. I have no idea who I want to win; I'm torn!

5. Bones

A super-logical forensic anthropologist teams up with a cocky, emotional FBI agent to solve crimes together. I don't usually enjoy science-crime shows like this, but I was hooked on Bones not too long after I started watching. Fun fact: The lead character, Temperance Brennan, is played by Emily Deschanel, Zooey's sister!

6. Castle

A famous mystery novelist who works alongside NYC detectives to help solve crimes and gain inspiration for his writing. I forgot this show the first time around and apologize from the bottom of my heart. Because this is always a highlight of my week. First, all of the characters are my favorite (after Nathan Fillion, who is hilarious). And second, I love how ridiculous the plots are, but how they always integrate themselves into a different part of the story, like Castle's relationship with his daughter or the bond between Kevin and Esposito, to name a couple.

7. NCIS

A team of NCIS agents who solve crimes and look good while doing it. This show is currently in its 9th season and it still gives CBS their highest ratings. It is actually the longest running television show that has yet to "jump the shark" (when a show "jumps the shark," it means the hype is completely over and the ratings start declining from here on out... like Glee or something). I love the dynamic between all of the characters. The story-lines are always interesting and there is a perfect balance between drama and lightheartedness. And, as my best friend Molly would say, Mark Harmon just rocks.

What are some of your favorite TV shows on the lineup right now?

An Update From Your Friendly Neighborhood Instagram

2011-11-09T09:00:00.000-06:00

1. Boots with sweater socks.
2. More cozy socks for cold weather.
3. Pumpkin truffles from Godiva.
4. My bestest best friend in the whole wide world.
5. Yankee Candles are pricey for a reason. They last foreverrr and they smell SO yummy.
6. One of my favorite things about the Holidays: Terry's Chocolate Oranges!

Coming Soon

2011-11-08T08:00:00.000-06:00

In a few days, I'll be posting photos from a family photo session that I shot last week. Here is a sneak peek...

Design Ain't So Bad

2011-11-07T18:37:00.004-06:00

My Graphic Design class is pretty alright. It's not everything I thought it would be. Or rather, I'm not as interested in the subject as I expected. But our latest assignment was to create a custom book cover design for one of our favorite books (how do you choose, right?). And I have to admit, this is something that I daydream about on a regular basis. When I read a great book, one of the first things I do is imagine up the perfect cover for the story. I have an entire layout of designs for the Harry Potter series inside my head right now. Gabriel thinks I should contact the publishing company and see what they think. Now that I am learning my way around Illustrator, we'll see if I can put my ideas onto the screen. Who knows, maybe I'll take him up on his idea...

But for now, I gotta stick to my class assignments and see where they take me. Here is my custom designed book cover for Gone with the Wind...

("Michael Schiffer" and the "New York Daily" are both fake. We had to make up our own worded reviews, as well.)

What do ya think? The thing about Illustrator is that you have to start from scratch. No icons. No clip-art. The only available pre-designed elements are fonts. So I'm pretty pleased with the finished product, considering how much time and energy I spent creating each detail. And, uh... if any publishing companies are reading and interested, email me and we can talk. ;)

How Was Your Weekend?

2011-11-07T10:00:00.002-06:00

A few photos from the past few days...

I made coconut macaroons on Friday and they were probably the fluffiest, lightest, cloudiest pastries I have ever eaten. I intend to make them again and again and again.

One of my birthday presents was this Q&A book that spans five years, asking one question for each day of the year. I'm excited to start on New Years!

Another book. THE book. I am reading "Matched" right now because I've heard it's really good and the sequel just hit bookstores last week. I am loving it so far!

Spending Fall days at the park.

A Bee's Knees Birthday

2011-11-04T12:06:00.002-05:00

To be honest, my birthday never fails to be wonderful. And it has everything to do with the amazing people in my life. On Wednesday, I felt uber-loved by all of my family and friends. Thank you everyone for the warm wishes! I feel so blessed.

For a gift, I had no idea what Gabriel was planning. I knew it was very secret and that he was very excited about it. For two days, I was forbidden to enter certain areas of our home because of his top secret craftiness. So that was one clue, I knew he was making my present, not buying it. Which made me really excited; I love gifts that involve a lot of thought and effort. Who doesn't?!

Finally, on the night of my birthday, he made me close my eyes and led me to where it was. When I opened them, this is what I saw!

A paper crane tree! He had found a cute little tree branch, placed it in a pretty vase, and folded paper cranes to hang from the twigs. I fell in love with it. He got the idea from "500 Days of Summer" (one of my favorite movies). In Zooey's apartment, she has a similar tree adorning a tabletop...

Can you spot it?
How thoughtful is this man in my life, huh?

After showering him with kisses and hugs, I got ready to go out on the town.
For my birthday, we did a little shopping and ate at Nonna's Italian Cafe. Needless to day, my 25th year has started out pretty fantastic!

This would be a super cute photo if I hadn't pulled a weirdo face. Blast.

2011-11-02T11:37:00.001-05:00

Today, I am 25 years old. And I honestly have no idea where 24 went. This year has gone by so fast, right?

1st person to wish me a "Happy Birthday": My brother Adam
1st thing I ate: A chocolate-covered strawberry
1st book I read out of: Matched
1st song I listened to: "I Need a Dollar" by Aloe Blacc
1st thing I watched: Late Night with Jimmy Fallon (it was on at midnight...)

Happy November 2nd! :)

A Halloween Party

2011-11-01T10:00:00.000-05:00

-Chili cook-off
-Costume contests
-Trunk-or-Treating
-Great mingling with great friends

It was a very good party.

P.S. Gabriel and I were lazy with costumes. I went as a make-shift candy corn and he didn't have time to dress up between work and the party. Maybe next year! :)

Happy Halloween!

2011-10-31T11:56:00.000-05:00

I hope everyone has a super fun, super spooky (if that's your thing), super safe Halloween today!

Snacktime

2011-10-27T12:54:00.000-05:00

Have you ever woken up with a huge health kick? As in "I'm not going to eat any junk food today. This is for you, body." For breakfast/brunch, I had oatmeal with a piece of whole wheat toast. I'm not really in a lunch mood today, so I'm snacking on Rosemary Focaccia and Gouda cheese (She's the Man reference, anyone?). And because I have a mega sweet tooth (you have no idea how mega it really is...), I'll probably justify eating a little dark chocolate a some point.

Happy Thursday everyone!

October's End

2011-10-25T09:45:00.011-05:00

It's the last full week of October 2011 and that makes me a little sad. I love Autumn and I hate to see it fly by so quickly, the way it always does. But this means November is right around the corner. And that's a good month, too, because I just so happen to be turning 25 years old one week from tomorrow. Birthdays are my favorite. :)

Yesterday, I visited a cemetery here in town for a photography assignment. It was a beautiful day and I practiced my panorama shots. Unfortunately, most of the photos came out blurry because I was wearing smudgy sunglasses and my camera was on manual focus. It must have been an off day...

I have lots of assignments to keep me busy right now, including some HDR photography and custom book cover designs. I'm thinking Harry Potter (naturally)...

What do you have planned for this week? Any last minute Halloween touches?

Local Weekend

2011-10-24T10:00:00.002-05:00

On Saturday, Mom and I hopped on over to the brand new Hy-Vee here in town. I had never been to a Hy-Vee (I thought it was just another grocery store like Price Cutter or Walmart). I was definitely in for a treat! It's probably one of my new favorite places to be in Springfield now. It was the first weekend for this store, so to say it was packed would be an understatement.

I have to admit, I loved the place before I even walked inside. While trying to scout for a parking spot, we passed the handicap spaces AND additional reserved packing spaces for "New and Expectant Mothers Only." Talk about a good first impression! How classy is that?

And then we walked in and I was suddenly surrounded by at least five different buffets, a fresh-made sushi bar, an entire gourmet cheese counter, and so much more. Not only do they have amazing produce and services (in-store dietitians!), but the employees were uber-helpful. It basically felt like the anti-Walmart. And I don't mind that one bit.

Anyway, after Hy-Vee, we hit up a small market place that sells only local produce. I stocked up on farm-fresh eggs, Foccacia bread, chocolate milk, etc. Buying local always lifts me up in a way. I know I'm supporting businesses that are run by hard-working people in my area. And I know the eggs and milk didn't come from a massive, over-crowded factory where they treat the animals like trash and pump them full of hormones.

Side note: Did you know that chocolate milk is one of the healthiest beverages a person can drink? Recent studies have discovered that the carbohydrate-protein ratio in the drink is optimal for our bodies (especially for atheletes!). So start drinkin' your chocolate milk people!

Photoboother = Newest Obsession

2011-10-22T11:00:00.003-05:00

Photoboother is an amazing application that lets you upload photos and develop them into an authentic photobooth format. I have already spent entirely way too much time on this website (so many photos, so many possibilities!) Here are a few of my favorites...

Thank you, Melanie!

Amelia and Dallin

2011-10-21T11:43:00.001-05:00

My former roommate, Amelia, is getting married next year and asked me to shoot her engagement photos. She and I made a nice little road trip of it and drove up to St. Louis to Forest Park for the scene. Don't her and Dallin look awesome together? Can't wait for the wedding!

See more of the photos on my photography blog this weekend!

What's up, Thursday?

2011-10-20T13:07:00.001-05:00

I'm not sure if I have ever been so excited about Halloween before this year. I have never been into costume contests and whatnot (simply because no one around me was ever into them; I feed off of other people with this stuff). But this year, I think I will put a little bit of an effort into the spooky holiday. I have Halloween parties in my schedule for the next two weeks. On top of that, we are having a costume party/fall carnival in cub scouts next Wednesday for the boys. On top of that, I get to go trick-or-treating with Mr. Masen and Baby Lyndee this year.

What are your plans for the 31st? Laying low or going crazy?

[my newly "installed" instagram wall above our computer desk]

Worth One Thousand Words. At Least.

2011-10-20T00:45:00.000-05:00

In my photography class, we learn a lot about Photoshop processes. Recently, we worked on a photo of a model whose eyes were slightly uneven. The assignment was to make her face more symmetrical. Ugh. It made me cringe (for obvious reasons, right?). To get over the ickiness of our perfection-obsessed society, I looked through old photos of my childhood and my family members. It soothed my agitation. Theirs is the real kind of beauty. The kind you can only acquire by living a beautiful life full of hard work and love and true fulfillment.

My grandparents. Goodness. Look at them.

My mother.

My father (right) and his younger brother Greg (left).

These are all straight scans. The only tweaking I did was the tint (less sepia, more black and white). Photoshop has nothing on these people.

Coolest Antlers Ever.

2011-10-19T09:00:00.000-05:00

I am loving these handpainted antlers from Cassandra Smith.

Celebrating Autumn

2011-10-17T09:30:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, Gabriel took a few photos of me while we hung out in the beautiful weather. And that's all I've got. Sparse intro... but ya know, it's Monday. I hope everyone had a fabulous weekend!

Insta...

2011-10-12T17:45:00.000-05:00

1. Lunch in St. Louis.
2. ...and dessert. Obviously.
3. Making homemade Queso dip.
4. Fall attire.
5. Rad socks from Forever 21.
6. Chocolate cream puffs from class.
7. Mom and Lyndee
8. Masen, little photographer in the making.
9. Lens caps are required when this little boy holds my camera.
10. Retro photography book (how to apply makeup to your models).
11. Crayola projects
12. Cute little barbershop found in the middle of the hospital.

Autumn Babies

2011-10-11T09:00:00.000-05:00

Red Bird Territory

2011-10-10T18:00:00.002-05:00

As you know, the Phillies lost their place in the post-season on Friday. I was broken hearted. I don't mind the Cardinals at all. But while I live inside the Cardinals-fan boundaries, I just love the Phillies. I remember the first time I saw them play. Kismet, I tell ya.

But they're no longer in the running for the Pennant. And it hurts. But I had to suck it up, because I was going to St. Louis the next morning. Home of the victors. Luckily, I was able to focus on the goal at hand and I made it through alright. Besides, there's always next year.

Oh dear, I sound like a Red Sox fan.

That "goal at hand" involved an engagement session with my best friend and former roommate, Amelia and her fiance, Dallin. We went to Forest Park. The weather was perfect. The colors around us were breathtaking. All in all, it was a fabulous photo shoot, despite me losing an entire SD card at the park. Ouch.

I'll show you the two lovebirds when all the photos are finished. For now, check out a few location shots I snapped. If you haven't been to Forest Park, you must check it out next time you are in St. Louis! There are fountains and ponds galore, paddle-boating, a gigantic art museum, and it's in the perfect spot, so close to the city!

TGIF

2011-10-07T09:00:00.001-05:00

I am loving this Autumn weather. And that is all for now.
Have a great weekend, everyone!

The Potential of a Crayon

2011-10-06T13:19:00.002-05:00

Inspiration: Melted Crayon Art

(view each photo here)

Execution:

Askinosie Chocolate.

2011-10-05T08:45:00.000-05:00

A long time ago, they opened up a small artisan chocolate factory downtown called Askinosie Chocolate. I didn't go check it out until last week. What have I been WAITING for?! Granted, it's all dark chocolate (with a few white chocolate exceptions) and I am definitely a milk chocolate kinda gal. But this is different than the waxy dark chocolate you find in grocery stores. It's fresh and subtle; they make all of their chocolate straight from raw cocoa beans; everything happens right there in the factory. The chocolate is a little pricey; but if you love your dark chocolate, I suggest you save up and splurge on a few bars next time you're in Springfield.

I opted for the dark milk chocolate bar and it is delish. Rich enough to keep you from scarfing down the whole thing in one setting, subtle enough to not overpower your mouth with bitter cocoa.

Insta-Update

2011-10-04T09:00:00.001-05:00

1. F21 is carrying this amazing original Power Rangers sweater. I had a crush on the red one.
2. Cheddar chicken and fresh green beans for dinner.
3. Stuck in traffic after a long school day.
4. Casadee waiting to go into labor last Thursday night (see previous post)
5. Hanging out.
6. Trying out a new tinted moisturizer (from Aveeno). I love it!
7. I crave Swedish Fish continually.
8. A coloful sandwish for supper.
9. Homemade peanut butter cups (via).
10. The Askinosie process: Cocoa bean to Chocolate bar.
11. The Askinosie Chocolate factory.
12. Soooo good.

Lyndee

2011-10-03T14:28:00.000-05:00

Last Friday, my sister in-law gave birth to a beautiful little baby girl, Lyndee (she made me an aunt for the 26th time!). I already can't get enough of her. Mr. Masen was a little apprehensive about this big brother business. It's taken him a while to realize that Lyndee is the same baby that was in his mom's belly, but he's coming around nicely. Here are a few photos I took at the hospital last week...

Welcome to the world, Lyndee-girl!

General Conference: Fall 2011

2011-09-30T14:30:00.001-05:00

General Conference is here again, friends! If you have no idea what I'm talking about, click here for more information about this amazing time of year. This weekend, we get to listen to inspired words from the prophet of God and his apostles. For more information on them, click here.

I truly believe with all of my soul that these men speak the truth and that the full gospel of Jesus Christ has been restored to the earth. So don't forget to tune in to the sessions this weekend! You don't have to be a Mormon to listen. It's uplifting for anyone and everyone!

[click here to read the Articles of Faith, a wonderful outline of our basic beliefs.]

Barbershop Boy

2011-09-30T10:30:00.001-05:00

My nephew, Masen, has been all over my blog lately. And that's just the way I like it.
Well, last weekend, this little boy begged to get his hair cut. And he was a doll the entire time.
It may have been the cutest thing I've ever seen.

This and That

2011-09-29T10:30:00.000-05:00

A few more photos leftover from over the weekend...

Real-life Fruit Ninja? Dad needed an old watermelon tossed into the forest. So, naturally, I took my camera.

Blackberries and Binoculars

2011-09-28T10:00:00.004-05:00

Masen absolutely LOVES helping Mom in the kitchen. Any time she is cooking or baking, he wants in on the process.
On Sunday, she made yummy blackberry cobbler (from PW)...

Showing me the blackberry in his mouth.
He kept saying, "Hurt my teeth!" I'm right there with ya, kid. Those seeds are killer.

Helping with the homemade whipped cream.
P.S. Casadee (my sister in-law) is due this week! Masen will be the best big brother.

And helping clean up, of course.

It was so delish. Thanks Mom and Masen! :)

After dessert, we sat by the back door and looked for spiders and things through the binoculars. I don't know if he could actually comprehend what he was looking at, but he sure loved playing with them!

Perfection in a Cake

2011-09-27T16:00:00.001-05:00

Real Simple. That's what it's all about. It's my favorite magazine. Okay, it's the only magazine I ever read. On their website right now, you will find a breathtaking feature filled with the most gorgeous wedding cakes you'll ever see.

Oh, how I wish they had come out with these photos before I got married!

Better.

2011-09-27T10:30:00.000-05:00

This past Sunday was spent like every other, with fabulous people and lots of scrumptious food. I ventured through Mom and Dad's forest of a home, taking more photos, and my Manual-mode skills have seemed to improve. Hallelujah!

I am loving this time of year; how about you?

Pleasant Surprise

2011-09-26T10:00:00.004-05:00

I did something last week that I never thought would happen. Ever.

I bought a jumpsuit/romper.

Yeah, like a body suit made out of the same material; top to bottom.

It isn't that I think they are ugly. I've always liked them on actresses/models who wear them. But they always tend to be stick straight (which is fine if that's your body type). And I am not stick straight. I have curves. I love my curves, but I am aware that certain looks only work on certain body types. And jumpers were never in my category.

Or so I thought.

Well, I tried one on at Forever 21. On a complete whim. It was for fun and amusement only.

But then I turned around in the mirror and couldn't believe how cute it was. With heels, it's even more fabulous. And with a buttoned-up cardigan, I feel like a classic, feminine lady from the 1950's or something.

Lesson learned: Never rule out a style until you put it on your body. Who knows what you'll love!

This is me being all "America's Next Top Model" with an iPod...

Family Feature

2011-09-24T10:00:00.000-05:00

A few photos from Sunday family lunch.
And I'm sorry that some of them look weird and all grainy-fuzzy. I'm still trying to master my camera's Manual mode.

(Biggest spider I have ever seen. You can't know how big it is from this photo. I seriously starting shaking when Dad first showed it to me.)

This is John's "tickle monster" face...

Can you tell I'm a little obsessed with my family? :)
I love them so much!

PB Cups from Hannah Grace

2011-09-24T01:28:00.000-05:00

One of my best friends from school, Hannah, has a super cute blog. And the other day, she just HAD to post a recipe for homemade peanut butter cups. So I made them Friday night and, oh my goodness, Hannah... What have you done to me?!

It's a good thing the recipe only makes a dozen or so, because these things are too friggin' delicious.

Get your chocolate mixture (chocolate chips, peanut butter, salt) in a double-boiler and start melting it down.

Meanwhile, get your peanut butter filling ready (pb, graham crackers, powdered sugar, salt).

When your chocolate is melted, spoon a little bit into cupcake liners and spread it up onto the sides (so the peanut butter will be completely surrounded).
Side note: If you are a perfectionist and hate messes, this step may drive you insane.

Mix the peanut butter together until creamy-yummy-goodness is created. After refrigerating your chocolate for about 20 minutes, spoon in some of the pb mixture into each cup. Then, put it back into the fridge for another 20 minutes to harden up.

Now, spoon the rest of your chocolate on top and even it out so all the peanut butter is covered. And, you guessed it, refrigerate for another 20 minutes to an hour. Depending on how impatient you are at this point.

After leaving them in the fridge for a while, I actually stuck a few in the freezer for about ten minutes before eating them. I love my chocolate candy to be super cold. Gabriel prefers his to be almost melting. Opposites attract, yeah?

And then... ohhhhh... bite into one of your homemade peanut butter cups and die of happiness.

Thank you so much for posting this recipe, Hannah! I don't care if I eat all of these before Monday. I love you for making me love them. :)

(The full recipe can be found in the above link to Hannah's blog.)

Pot o' Gold

2011-09-18T10:00:00.002-05:00

This is late. The double rainbow happened a week ago. But these pictures, taken from my balcony, still make me smile every time. I couldn't believe how clear the colors were and how close it was to my apartment! I love good weather.

Baker at Heart?

2011-09-17T14:00:00.001-05:00

Yesterday in class, we baked fresh baguettes and Challah bread. I loved it. I wanted to do it all day and night. The chemistry of the creation. The feeling of the dough. Kneading over and over. And then, smelling it when it comes out of the oven. And THEN, slicing a piece, buttering it up, and savoring every single bite.

Eat your heart out, generic pre-packaged bread loaves at the grocery store. I'm moving to Italy and starting my own bakery.

Baby Shower Genius

2011-09-17T00:43:00.003-05:00

Last weekend was my sister in law, Casadee's, baby shower. Her sister, Morgan, planned everything and it was probably one of the best showers I've attended.

First of all, Morgan made the cake. And how adorable is that cake?! The theme involved buttons and ribbons (Cas is having a baby girl super soon!) and when everyone got there, she had a bunch of plain onesies hanging from a clothes line against the wall. In the middle of the room was a basket filled with fabrics, threads, ribbons, etc.

Second of all, no games! There were a couple of small activities, but nothing like the norm. You know the ones I'm talking about. They take place at most LDS showers (bridal or baby) and while they are cute and all, no one really comes away from the party saying, "Oh my goodness, I love shower games to the max!" If you do really enjoy them, I apologize; this isn't a shower-game-bashing post at all. I simply have yet to meet someone who relishes them.

Third of all, sewing! The main event, besides Casadee opening all of her sweet gifts, was everyone making a custom onesie for the upcoming baby. Such an original idea! We all sat around, chatting and snacking, while we sewed and crafted. The onesies were all unique and personal. I definitely love this idea.

Also, I recently learned that outside of the Mormon culture, men are often invited and involved when a baby shower is thrown, not just women! I had no idea! I'm thinking, for the future, I might really like to have both women and men invited to my baby shower and turn it into a social/mingling event as well as a party.

And while we are on the subject, can I just tell you how in love I am with the baby shower that was thrown for Rockstar Diaries blogger, Naomi Davis? The decor was to die for (so cute and chic) and the theme was even better: Books only!

"because josh and i are keeping baby stuff to a minimum (i swear you don't need half the "stuff" they say you do...) and also because we haven't found out the sex, we did a book theme to start building our little library of children books to read to our sweet little one." -Naomi

(their little girl now, reading all of the books she got at the shower)

My hero. I like the way this girl thinks. When I am pregnant (in the fuuuuuuture), I hope whoever throws me a baby shower (momma?) is reading this. :-)

Cold Weather Welcome

2011-09-14T18:11:00.002-05:00

It's chilly outside. Just the way I love it. I already have two hearty dinners planned for this week/weekend: Steak Stew and Mulligatawny soup. I'm going to photograph the meals this time, because it's been too stinkin' long since I've posted anything about cooking! Yikes.

In the meantime, here are a few quick Instagrams from my life lately...

1. Time for thick, knit beanies!
2. And boots on cloudy days.
3. Spending a cold, rainy day at the library with Pumkpin Pie Hot Chocolate (life-changing beverage).
4. Reading "The Truth About Forever." I enjoyed it. Not super-fantastic, but a nice read.
5. S'mores for dessert (with caramel marshmallows... I couldn't only handle one and a half).
6. I love finding quirky cards. They make great framed art for offices/craft rooms!
7. Sunday scarf.
8. Pretty breakfast.
9. Double Chocolate Bread Pudding in my pastry class. Chocolate OVERload.
10. Shutter speeds written on my hand = Photography nerd?
11. My Square finally came! Pretty nifty gadget.
12. Memory lane! This was taken one summer at my best friend Molly's house. Many, many years ago!

"Warrior"

2011-09-10T17:44:00.000-05:00

I went to see 'Warrior' last night. I have really been looking forward to this movie. I am not into MMA fighting (at all) but I knew this film would be about family just as much as it was about fighting. And Tom Hardy is kind of my new favorite actor, ever. And Nick Nolte is genius. So Gabriel and I went on a date night to the theater.

Even though I had high-expectations, I was still blown away by how much I loved this movie. There are a lot of heartbreaking moments (bring your tissues). But it has a brilliant ending. And I have to admit... the fighting is pretty bad-a. Yep, I said it. It's all I can do to describe the two main characters throwing down in the ring. Literally. I'm pretty sure I jumped out of my seat a few times, getting into their crazy-awesome moves and jabs.

And I'm just wondering if Tom Hardy is aware of how terrifying he can be. My goodness, the man can play an animal. His character in the film isn't a creeper or a jerk. In fact, he seems like a pretty reliable and trustworthy man. But he is so built up with anger and ferocity that I was afraid he was going to knock out every single person he walked up to in the movie. And there is a real reason behind his character's inner turmoil. He wasn't going everywhere, just pushing people around. He was prowling the entire time. With this insane scary look in his eyes. Amazing acting. I know this isn't what Hardy is like in real life (he has said numerous times that he is actually the opposite- a very non-violent or confrontational man). But I doubt I have ever seen an actor channel that kind of emotion on screen.

Best movie I have seen in a long time. I recommend it to everyone, men AND women. If for no other reason than to see Tom Hardy's fight scenes. Unbelievable.

Weather and Modes

2011-09-08T11:13:00.001-05:00

The weather has been perfection. Right now, it is sunny outside with a lovely 64 degrees floating through the air. I can finally start wearing sweaters, beanies, wool socks with boots, heavy vests crocheted with deer and hearts, and plaid-flannel shirts galore! I can't wait to see pumpkins and fall leaves everywhere.

Here are a few recent photos from my photography class. My instructor is having us stick strictly to Manual mode. Meaning I have to determine the shutter speed, the aperture, and the ISO (light sensitivity setting) all by myself. I was scared at first. I think I even shuddered at the thought of never going back to some of my blessed automatic settings. But I have to admit... I'm better at this than I thought I would be. I'm not bragging or anything. I still have a lot I want to work on. But I'm really pleased with how the class is going. And I kind of adore shooting in Manual mode now.

J. Alexander would be proud.

2011-09-07T11:24:00.002-05:00

I know that, lately, all of my posts have consisted of photos from Instagram. You'll have to forgive me about the quality; it's just so easy to pull out the Touch and grab a photo. Much easier than carrying my DSLR around everywhere. But I have quite a few of those for you, too. I'll be posting them later this week. As for now... more Instagram pics!

Yesterday after class, I made a quick run to the library, grabbed me a Berry Buzz smoothie from the Mudhouse, and drove over to Decades, a vintage store downtown owned by a dear friend of mine, Jina. She is putting on a fashion show this weekend and asked me to walk the runway for her! I'm only debuting a few looks, but I am really excited to get all "America's Next Top Model" on everyone. I stopped in to Red Velvet first; such a darling store run by the cutest girls ever (including Elsie from A Beautiful Mess and Katie from Skunkboy Creatures).

Last night, a bunch of us girls met at Decades to try on the looks we'll be walking in and practice some runway finesse. It was so much fun and I can't wait to be in the middle of the hair/makeup/changing clothes-like-crazy scene this Saturday night! If you live in the Springfield area and need something to do this weekend, check out the show on C-Street!

And speaking of clothes, I finally received my Urban Outfitters jeans in the mail last week. Boy, was that a process. I ordered them well over a month ago and had to deal with address changes, sizing issues, etc. But I have them now and they fit perfectly (except for the length, I definitely have to hem them up). And I'm kind of obsessed with them in a big way...

Labor Day Weekend

2011-09-05T22:55:00.002-05:00

The weather this weekend has been perfect. I mean peeerrrfect. Autumn is finally showing her colors and I couldn't be happier about her return. Today, for Labor Day, I went on a trip to the zoo with my mom, Casadee, and Mr. Masen. We had a blast.

I also got to spend time with friends I haven't seen in years, literally. Dang, I miss my people. It was so great to hang out like old times and laugh throughout the evening. I have really been blessed with some amazing friends.

How did your holiday weekend turn out?

Insta Love

2011-09-02T15:00:00.001-05:00

1. York Peppermint Patties and a good read.
2. Cold Stone Creamery and their colorful ice cream. How fun is that blue?!
3. Late-night cooking (which is what I'm used to nowadays). A simmering Parmesan-cream sauce.
4. A comfy weekend look. (sweater from f21)
5. TIME magazine never fails to amaze me with their powerful covers (whether they be inspiring or creepy).
6. Mister Masen showing me an owie on his ankle.

1. Aviators. 'Nuff said.
2. A peaceful bedroom set up.
3. Driving back to town from my parents' home. Which I still call my home. A forever-habit.
4. Sporting two shades of denim. What's up now?
5. Craving shrimp.
6. Me in plaid = Me wishing for Autumn to be here now.

Rip tide.

2011-09-02T00:44:00.002-05:00

Well, folks. I'm feeling kinda down tonight. It's been a whirlwind week or two. Ever since school started, I have felt like a total spaz. I can't remember anything. When someone asks if I'm busy on a certain day, I have to put them on hold and reallllly think hard about it. And then I have to check calendars, student planners, and my Facebook events. And even then, I'm never really positive I don't already have a prior commitment.

And my apartment... is a mess. My kitchen is still cluttered from moving and finding the energy to clean/organize is proving to be a challenge, which means I am very unmotivated to cook. And that leads me into the subject of eating. I haven't really eaten anything worth anything for the past week. I just forget; or I don't have time. I have been immersed in this book series (The Hourglass Door trilogy) and every time that happens, the thought of food leaves my brain. The books have been wonderful; but I am so helplessly weak by the end of the day that I know I've failed my body. Tonight, however, I finished the series. I will actually have the thought and desire to eat now, but I always hate-hate-hate finishing a good book. Especially when it was the last book of a very intriguing series. It always leaves me feeling lonely and homesick somehow.

My graphic design class is dunking my head into Adobe Illustrator (which may be the most frustrating program I have used, to date). And my insomnia has flared up again. Probably a combination of not eating well, stressing out a little, and being consumed by fictional books about time-traveling Italian men.

But on the positive side, I am learning every day again. Learning about imagery, digital photography, baking techniques, etc. All of my classes begin after 12 pm. I did that on purpose; sleep is inconvenient, but valuable to me. Probably because I'm not very good at it. And I am going to be involved in some very fun projects in the coming months (which may or may not include modeling for a fashion show next week on C-street). And I get to see my sweet nephew, Masen, more often these days. Without fail, he always brightens my life a little more.

And after all is said and done, I would much rather be spastic, busy, learning, and happy than bored, uninspired, numb, yet comfortable (like I was before starting school back up). Don't you agree?

Life-Changing Baked Goods

2011-08-31T18:36:00.004-05:00

A few days ago, I posted an Instagram photo of a specific a late night snack (#6). Ever since then, I have heard non-stop about bananas and Nutella. Everywhere! The Food Network Channel has been saturated with recipes requiring one or the other. Pioneer Woman posted a recipe for Bananas Foster today. My Twitter feed keeps popping up with talk of Nutella (from friends and celebrity chefs that I wish were intimate friends of mine).

And yesterday, possibly one of the best days of my life, Sara baked Banana Nutella muffins. I found two of them on my doorstep. I ate one of them (I had to leave one for Gabriel. But it was really hard.). And happiness was mine!

Every time I taste something so amazing, I fear that the recipe is a closely guarded family secret that I will never get my hands on. Luckily, this was not the case with the muffins. I am going to try them this weekend. And if they don't turn out as decadent as Sara's, I am going to cry a little and then bribe her into making me some more.

Just looking at these photos makes me crave that mellow, chocolatey, banana essence in the form of rich, moist bread. You have to try these.

Smile Inducing Details

2011-08-29T11:00:00.003-05:00

Cupcakes from The Cup (especially their new Grasshopper cupcake)...

And Katie Holmes' fabulous outfit on Jay Leno. Not many people make me crave long hair. She is one of them.

Instagram Update

2011-08-27T17:00:00.008-05:00

1. My name, sparkle-style.
2. Fuzzy airplanes in the sky.
3. The view from my balcony (on a rainy day).
4. Homemade "Green Machine" smoothie.
5. A medley of happy things.
6. Nutella and bananas (a favorite).
7. & 8. A trip to the Chicago Cheesesteak Company downtown.
9. Dessert from The Cup.
10. Sportin' the sneakers.
11. I am so ready for the upcoming months it isn't even funny. Yes, I listened to Christmas tunes while getting ready today.
12. Playing around with John's black light. Pretty rad!

Subtle and Sweet Procrastination

2011-08-27T02:02:00.003-05:00

The new apartment is slowly coming together. I was talking to my friend Molly about this last night. It takes us forever to unpack once we've moved (even if it was just across the hall). I can see, in my mind, how I want every room to end up looking. But getting there is the part I bum out on. I would love to get rid of everything and start from scratch. But not really. Because once it all starts coming together, I realize how much I love what I have in my home. And that's the entire point of decorating, right? To feel at home, which is achieved by surrounding yourself with things that are meaningful to you, things that make you smile.

Like sweet creamer cows, fun kitchen scales, and red-striped straws...

And books! Oh, the books are very important.

And owls, the Savior, cowboys, and succulents.

Yes, gorgeous succulent plants are a must. Thank you, Sara, for this beauty!

And after spending all of that energy on putting things in their proper places, you grab a late-night snack...

And then you find a spoon (also known as the dance floor where Nutella and bananas can meet and mingle)...

Repeat as often as necessary. Because this is how the spoon will end up. Empty. Craving more Nutella-banana friendships.

And then you hit the rack. Because you realize you are talking about a chocolate-hazelnut spread dancing and mingling with fruit.

Good night!

GDT 160

2011-08-23T14:31:00.000-05:00

My photography instructor had all of us walk around campus yesterday and take a few photos. Unfortunately, it isn't the most inspiring campus. But I worked with what I had and turned in a bunch of random shots, including a few of some great railroad tracks (I've always been intrigued by old railroad stations)...

So far, being back in the classroom is a breath of fresh air.

Serenity Now!

2011-08-22T12:18:00.005-05:00

I start school today. And we moved into a new apartment this past weekend. My kitchen is in disarray. There are piles of stuff everywhere. My bedroom dresser has yet to be completely assembled. And the library/office.... yikes. Right now, I am sitting in front of a computer, at a desk stuck in the middle of the room, surrounded my mounds of books and unorganized bookshelves. And the pile of crafting supplies behind me is scary. I refuse to turn around and look at it. I feel like Macaulay Culkin in "Home Alone," when he travels downstairs to the basement and the furnace suddenly looks and sounds like the devil. That is the essence of my crafting corner right now. Devilish.

You want to know what else is pretty wicked? Calling the U.S. Postal Service and hearing them tell me my new apartment doesn't exist, so mail cannot be forwarded at this time. I begged to differ. Our mail now has to be held at the local post office until we can figure out why the room I am sitting in right now isn't in the USPS records anywhere. Has this ever happened to anyone else out there?

But my point is that I may be lame at blogging this week. Because when my apartment looks super chaotic, I sort of feel super chaotic. I'm not even sure where to find my camera. Oh dear.

As for things that are keeping me on track and motivated right now...

1. Nutella. That's all I have to say about that one.
2. Wonderful house-warming gifts from wonderful friends. I love succulents.
3. Spending all morning in bed yesterday reading books and watching rented movies from iTunes (even if I did have a horrible sinus headache from all of the cleaning products,dust, and horrid heat).
4. Cub scouts projects (like wood burning).
5. & 6. Game nights with really fun people.

P.S. You get a gold star if you caught the Seinfeld reference!

Tumbld

2011-08-18T14:47:00.002-05:00

Poor Pluto...

Classic movie. Best scene ever.

This portrait takes my breath away. Her freckles, her eyes, her coloring, everything. Just gorgeous.

I am not a Twilight-hater. But you have to admit that this is totally valid.

Can I be here in this photo? Now?

A blast from the past. Pretty awesome idea.

Marlon and Frank. Their smiles. Their clothing.

Obviously. Anything that involves Rhett and Scarlett gets Tumbld.

It's kinda scary, but in a fantastical-fairy-tale way.

These two shots are from a flannel/plaid-themed engagement shoot. I love the deep colors and the cozy, forest feel.

I am totally inspired by this and intend to replicate the scene in my own office.

Everything I've read about her and by her (interviews) impresses me. She seems like such a classy girl.

For the sources of these photos and more, you can totally check out my official Tumblr.

Yesterday...

2011-08-18T11:03:00.001-05:00

(I apologize in advance for the hodgepodge of iPod photos and normal-camera photos... This is just the way it happened, ya know?)

Yesterday, I spent time on my makeup.

I wore high heels (for part of the day).

I ate some yummy Caprese Salad.

I made some whipped cream and strawberry sauce for the angel food cake I had in my fridge.

I bought my supplies for school (including this super fun baking kit).

And then I taught wood-burning to a group of nine year old boys.

How was your Wednesday?

My Darling Autumn

2011-08-16T10:58:00.002-05:00

Cub Scouts has started back up again (we took a summer break this year). Time for more flag ceremonies, deep discussions about super heroes, badges in service and knot-tying, and learning about all things science (volcanoes, solar energy, photosynthesis, etc).

What is in store for you this upcoming Autumn? I have a feeling it's going to be a good one. Because Fall is always amazing. I personally think it's the best season out of the year. Late night bonfires, scarves with jean jackets, warm apple cider, Halloween/Thanksgiving decorations, leaves that look on fire... Oh dear. I think I'm in love.

And have I mentioned I start school on Monday? Have I mentioned the wonderful classes I enrolled in this time around? It's a hodgepodge schedule full of classes I want to take and may decide to pursue in a degree program (I have my Associates Degree, but no Bachelors yet). I'm all about college. Not for the money. Not even for the work it might give me. It's about the value of learning. It sounds cheesy, but I really crave being in a classroom and learning new things. Starting next week, I will be taking a Baking & Pastry class, American Literature, aaaand a photography class. I love all of these subjects and I can't wait to dive into the curriculum (and hopefully bowls full of cake batter and ovens filled with yummy tarts).

Glitter and Unicorns. Seriously.

2011-08-15T10:29:00.000-05:00

I can't tell you how much I love glitter. Even if I don't really use it for anything in particular, just having it around makes me smile.

(Tasha, these new glitter sets are at Hobby Lobby in the art section. SO MANY COLORS.)

Along with glitter, I apparently have a love for whimsical creatures that don't really exist. I found a book about unicorn farming at Barnes & Nobles last week and bought it without a second thought. Yeah, unicorn farming. When I showed it to my mom, all I could say was, "This is what happens. I see a book that I find entertaining and I buy it. No question." She told me that was a good thing.

Can I just say, I'm so grateful for the people who take time out of their lives to write books about raising mythical creatures.

Jessica Visits Home

2011-08-11T10:30:00.000-05:00

My former roommate Jessica came into town this past week. She has been living in South Korea for almost three years now teaching English to students. This girl is one of my favorite people. She has one of the best senses of humor I have ever come into contact with and she is quirky as all get out. We got together for some Andy's Frozen Custard on Monday night. It was so great seeing her again and reminiscing on the days when we lived together with our friend Beth, staying up all night long for no reason except to be giddy, watching movies, playing DDR, etc.

Goodness, I miss my girls.

Black and White

2011-08-09T10:45:00.002-05:00

Lightning from last night's thunderstorm.

Lounging.

1,000 won (courtesy of Jessica).

Mister Monday

2011-08-08T10:39:00.000-05:00

This past weekend was filled with lots of little details. The most prominent memory being slight exhaustion. This heat wave has basically sucked the life out of me. For the past few weeks, all I have wanted to do is stay home and read or cook (preferably something that doesn’t require the oven). I avoided going outside at all costs. But today was a new week, and the heat has supposedly decided to leave us for the year.

Today, I woke up to the blessed sound of thunderstorms. Rain drops hit against the windows while thunder rolled in the background. I could tell from the light that it was dark and cloudy outside. It’s the way to start any day, in my opinion. It made me think of NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month), which is coming up in November. I have tons of stories built up in my mind, but deciding which one I actually want to turn into a novel within 30 days is the tricky part. The challenge takes a lot of time and energy. But it is oh-so rewarding. If you have even the slightest love for writing (or even just reading!), I challenge you to try it. I mean, why not?! You could write the novel that you have always wanted to read (that’s how I first realized writing fiction ain’t so bad).

To backtrack, I was able to go to a lovely reception on Saturday night with two of my great friends, both of which are crazy awesome ladies (P.S. Neither of the babies above belong to any of us. But they are cute nonetheless) . Sunday afternoon was spent with family. I am telling you what, there is nothing better in this world than picking up my quirky, adorable nephew and having him rest his head on my shoulder for a good five minutes straight. When he isn’t cuddling, he’s playing with my hair or frequently patting me on the back while we walk around the house discovering little things here and there. He’s my buddy.

And Sunday evenings are my favorite. After a huge lunch, we headed home and napped the afternoon away. We watched the latest episode of Next Food Network Star (go Susie!) and Iron Chef America; during which I baked chocolate chip cookies, because watching the Food Network Channel always makes me hungry.

[My Instagram copies from Postal Pix. I love them!]

How was your weekend?

crickets

2011-08-04T16:01:00.000-05:00

Just me, saying "hello."
There's not much to do right now except stay out of the heat.
Which is everywhere.

I should have something tons more worth your time tomorrow. Promise.

Pottermore

2011-08-03T10:06:00.001-05:00

I got in! Have you found the Magical Quill yet?

Weekend Recap (Instagram Style)

2011-08-02T10:00:00.002-05:00

Did you guys know that Anthropologie has a special section for decorating projects? You can search through different color schemes, mix & match furniture options, and even ask for samples from their wallpaper or furniture items. I have no idea what I will use my wallpaper and upholstery swatches for, but I love them nonetheless.

The Little Prince... A must-read for everyone, in my opinion.

Did you know they make Houndstooth duct tape? This made me smile.

Eggs Benedict. I don't think I like Hollandaise sauce as much as I want to. Perhaps I need to try a different recipe. This one was a little too tangy for my taste buds.

Mom's shoes for church. She's such a stylish woman.

This is what a pre-Sunday nap looks like.

Skillet Peach Crisp

Mom and Dad wanted to clear out some closet space, so I finally took all of my dresses and gowns home with me on Friday night. It was so fun looking through all of them and flashing back to so many wonderful proms, dances, galas, etc...

Maybe, in the future, I'll post about each dress and when I wore it. That may or may not include photos from when I was in high school, though. Hmm....

La Rosa

2011-08-01T10:54:00.001-05:00

"Once upon a time, in a faraway land, a young prince lived in a shining castle. Although he had everything his heart desired, the prince was spoiled, selfish, and unkind. But then, one winter's night, an old beggar woman came to the castle and offered him a single rose in return for shelter from the bitter cold. Repulsed by her haggard appearance, the prince sneered at the gift and turned the old woman away. But she warned him not to be deceived by appearances, for beauty is found within. And when he dismissed her again, the old woman's ugliness melted away to reveal a beautiful enchantress. The prince tried to apologize, but it was too late, for she had seen that there was no love in his heart. And as punishment, she transformed him into a hideous beast and placed a powerful spell on the castle and all who lived there. Ashamed of his monstrous form, the beast concealed himself inside his castle, with a magic mirror as his only window to the outside world. The rose she had offered was truly an enchanted rose, which would bloom until his 21st year. If he could learn to love another, and earn her love in return by the time the last petal fell, then the spell would be broken. If not, he would be doomed to remain a beast for all time. As the years passed, he fell into despair and lost all hope. For who could ever learn to love a beast?" -Beauty and the Beast

Each of the graduates from the nursing program received a single red rose on Thursday night. Gabriel gave me his. I usually prefer less formal flowers on my tables and bookshelves, but this rose is quite the looker! And it's making me want to watch "Beauty and the Beast," which is never a bad thing.

A few more random rose references...

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet." -Romeo and Juliet

"I read in a book once that a rose by any other name would smell as sweet, but I've never been able to believe it. I don't believe a rose WOULD be as nice if it was called a thistle or a skunk cabbage." -Anne of Green Gables

Rose: You're crazy.
Jack: That's what everybody says but, with all due respect, Miss, I'm not the one hanging off the back of a ship here. Come on. C'mon, give me your hand. You don't want to do this.
[He helps her back onto the deck]
Jack: Whew! I'm Jack Dawson.
Rose: Rose De Witt Bukater.
Jack: I'm gonna have to get you to write that one down.
-Titanic (I couldn't help myself)

Graduate.

2011-07-29T21:39:00.001-05:00

My husband graduated from the nursing program last night. I am proud of him. Not only for achieving this awesome goal (one of the hardest programs in the city), but also because this isn't his main passion. He really enjoys nursing, and he is really good at it. That is what his job is right now. But ultimately, Gabriel wants to be a teacher of religion and its history throughout time. He knew that would take a LOT of schooling and it's not the most reliable career choice these days. So, to feel more prepared and stable for the road ahead, he chose to get a degree in the medical field (one of the most reliable careers... people will always get sick in this lifetime, yo!).

I admire his hard work and determination, especially in a super challenging field like nursing. I think it's pretty cool that he decided to get his back-up plan in gear this early in life. And he starts on his religions degree next month!

Congratulations on your graduation, love!

(Can you spot the phantom?)

(Walking downtown after the ceremony)
Poor Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle...

Gabriel's reenactment.

And let me tell ya, walking around in white scrubs apparently draws attention. I had to explain to a couple of girls at Walmart (dessert run...) that he had just graduated from the nursing program. They came up with a lot of imaginative reasons as to why a grown man would be wearing white scrubs in public, though (Super Pajama Man, escapee from the U.S. Medical Center for Federal Prisoners here in town, etc). Haha!

Brown Sugar Bear

2011-07-27T10:00:00.000-05:00

I sometimes have issues keeping my brown sugar fresh and moist. I tried the marshmallow trick once, but it turned the marshmallow into a weird, squishy mess. Maybe the marshmallow was defective.

In any case, I found this cute little guy at Bed, Bath, & Beyond last week. You soak the stone bear in water for 20 minutes and he'll keep your brown sugar fresh for up to three months (allegedly). I'll let you know how it turns out in October. But the cuteness factor is already a win.

Homemade Oreos

2011-07-26T16:00:00.001-05:00

I warned you.

[full recipe]

Pizzeria

2011-07-26T13:10:00.003-05:00

Over the weekend, I made another PW recipe: her Caramelized Onion & Proscuitto Pizza. Ohmigosh. It was the tastiest thing ever.

I love my iPod for this reason. Even when I print out the recipe on paper, she still goes through the process step-by-step on her blog.
I like to pull it up and follow it for new recipes. Handy-dandy.

I made the dough a day before the pizza. And I thought I failed. The consistency felt all wrong.
But I was determined to eat pizza, so I decided to pretend that it was the most perfect pizza dough ever made.

Red onions have never been my favorite. I almost tweeked the recipe and used yellow onions, but I am SO happy I trusted PW.

Yes. Brown sugar. Put the onions in a little olive oil to sautee. And then add brown sugar. And stir. And let it cook. Genius!
It makes the onions caramelize so beautifully.

By the time I took the pizza dough out of the fridge and worked it onto the pan, my faith was restored. It worked perfectly.
I made twice this amount for other dishes I had in mind. PW says the dough is best after sitting in the fridge for 3 to 4 days. I agree.

No sauce. Just cheese (fresh Parmesan and mozzarella). I'm not a lover of pizzas that are drenched in tomato sauce, so I was happy to oblige.

Finite. Gorgeous.

And then eat it all.

Etsy Find: Artisanie Europe

2011-07-25T12:42:00.001-05:00

I love the simple, understated beauty of the small clay sculptures found in Laurie's Etsy shop, Artisanie Europe. She lives in Amsterdam, just down the street from Rembrandt's home. And you can feel the gorgeous authenticity of her artwork. She doesn't know me, I don't know her. But I fell in love with the products I found in her shop this morning. So much so that I want to share a few of my favorites from her shop...

Love at first sight.

Weekend Recap

2011-07-25T09:57:00.001-05:00

My weekend was fairly mellow, filled with yummy food and Captain America. Oh man, that was a great movie. And if you haven't seen it yet, make sure you sit through the end credits. The trailer for The Avengers is almost better than the movie you'll have just seen. Chills.

Anyway, I didn't take very many photos of anything this weekend. Here are a few moments that I captured.

Oh, hello cookies!

I happened to make the yummiest pizza I have ever tasted on Friday night. I'll post about it in a while. I hope your weekends were wonderful!

Lastly, the people of Norway have been traumatized this past week. I am so sad that they had to experience such terror. I hope everyone is remembering them in thought and prayer right now.